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Mar. 7th, 2011 | 12:15 am
mood: cheerfulcheerful

 I'm slowly falling back into a habitual pattern of not posting. I apologize, life just gets so busy at times you have to keep up. So many things feel like they have fallen into place in the past few days, I feel as though at times I'm seeing things with new eyes. It's quite delightful. I was hanging out with some friends today, and I just sat back to watch everything. It saddened me, and this is the simple fact that does. There are so many people in this world that are living and not alive. Their destructive with their actions, their words, and the way they perceive things. Everything in this world is so beautiful, so full of life, and so many people are oblivious to everything in it.

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006.

Feb. 21st, 2011 | 09:14 pm
mood: weirdweird
music: Broken Crown- Mumford and Sons.

At the end of the day, words are words. We shouldn't be afraid to speak of the feelings that burden our soul, and so many of us aren't. But from time to time, I can't myself burring my thoughts and feelings lower and lower into my soul. I shouldn't,  I know it's all wrong, I should speak how I feel, but I can't. I wish I could lose all feelings together, and let this internal war inside my soul go. The more of an attachment that you have on a person, the more your feelings overcome you, the more jealous you become even if you weren't a jealous person to begin with. Why? Why does such a powerful emotion overcome our bodies with such a wonderful emotion such as love? Why do we worry, and fear when inside we know not to? For this I cannot answer, but hope that I can over come this unneeded emotion. Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.

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005.

Feb. 16th, 2011 | 12:38 am
location: Sleepy Land
mood: tiredtired
music: to Darkness- Mumford and Sons

 I just got done with an excited day. It was my 1 year anniversary with a very special boy. Everything went exceedingly well, and how wonderful it was. I've been so busy these past few days, I have been lacking on my creativity. Hopefully tomorrow, I will not get called into work, so I can work on my 365 project. Good heavens knows I need to work on it. I'm trying to stay very positive with everything in my life right now, and trying to not let things bother me at all. In a sense, I'm trying to numb myself from all emotions except for happiness. I do not know how long I will be able to do it, but for now it seems to be working okay. Maybe if you tell yourself that everything is okay, and your happy you will start to believe it? Nothing in my life is bad per-say. Everything seems to be going well.. It's just over emotions of the wrong kind, aren't good for you. We will see where this path will lead, but for now everything is fine. Heres tonights photograph

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004.

Feb. 10th, 2011 | 06:58 pm
location: Snowflake in the sky.
mood: amusedamused
music: Hold on to what you believe- Mumford and Sons.

I'm blogging early due to my amount of homework I have to accomplish tonight. I'm still rather tired, but it's almost the weekend. So I'm highly intrigued with photography again. I loved it, then people made me hate it. Then I realized, if I am truly passionate about it, I shouldn't let other people bother me, and effect how I feel about what I love doing. So I've been doing a lot of research on other artists (perhaps that's why my college assignments aren't being completed.) Anyways, as I was saying, I've really been researching other photographers, and seeing what they've come up with. I really want to take levitating photographs, but I do not know how to use photoshop, so that'll make things very difficult that is if I wanted to create a stunning Levitation photograph. This self 365 project, has been quite entertaining for the past few days, I hope it keeps up to be that way. Exploring my creativity really has been helping me out, and helping me find who I am, and what I want to do in my life. I'm very excited about it. The main reason for this project, is to see how I will grow as an artist in this next year. I hope the results turn out as I hope them to. However, I've got to get back to working on my project, have a wonderful night world.
-Amber


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003.

Feb. 9th, 2011 | 11:08 pm
location: Deserted Island
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: Balled of Mona Lisa- PATD

It's 10:52 in the evening and I cannot stop yawning. It's been a long exhausting day, working on school projects, and stressing about my art history test. The simplest joy in my day came from doing research in my college library. I ran into some old friends from high school, and we just talked about life. Of course, there was a lack of research being found, but I worked on it this evening. I've realized sometimes the best things in life when your down, is just getting outside, and enjoying a simple laugh with friends. Too often we take for granted the simple matter of being around another person. It's good to be blessed with people who love and care about you and enjoy your company. Life has a funny way of putting things in your life, that you think you may not need, and then the moment when it's finally over, you realize how much that may have affected your attitude towards the day, whether it may have brightened or darkened the day.  That is all for me today, I'm exhausted time to retire for the evening. Goodnight.

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002.

Feb. 7th, 2011 | 10:02 pm
location: In the fish tank.
mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
music: Cloud Cult.

We are not perfect creatures. We may not all be intellectual, nor artistic, intelligent, funny, honest, or completely capable of doing what others may do. We in ourselves, are beautiful. In every aspect, every perspective. The things that drive us, motivate us, make us love, and live everyday to whatever we may live them out to be, those things are beautiful.

You are who you are, and you are beautiful for that. When you don't match the rest of the world, and when you are placed in a crowd and stand out, you are beautiful. Why? Because you are different. So often we forget about how important we are in this life, and how much we may mean to one another. We forget about how beautiful, and special we are. How amazing we are as human beings, and all we can accomplish, but think we are incapable of, because the world likes us to believe that we are incapable of doing such outstanding tasks. 

 

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In an evenings time.

Feb. 7th, 2011 | 01:35 am
location: homestead
mood: calmcalm
music: Colors- The pass

Dear Readers, 
From wherever you may be. It's time to tell you that I think I am going to change my use of this site. Primarily, I always used this place for photographs and quotes from other people, things that inspired my everyday life. It began as my own thoughts and feelings, and then it turned into everyone else's thoughts and feelings based on their quotes. I realized within time, you learn many things from other artists. However, sometimes learning the other techniques of the artists are not always best techniques for your creative mind set. When you admire another artists work, whether it be music, art, photography, writing, or anything else you may call art. The reason is because that artist stands out to you, they have their own style, their own feel, and emotion in their art. So today, I suppose you would call this the start of a self-revolution. We'll see how far it brings us, but I have a plan. From this day, until 365 days from now, I plan on posting a blog at the very least of once a week. Yet of course, I will try to blog more if I have things on my mind. With that, I must photograph myself everyday in some way. Whether it be my hands or my toes, anything. It's more like a photo blog with my thoughts. Of course, there will be days I don't want to photograph myself, but in some form or another it will happen.
So, here we go Day 1. February 7,2011 

xoxo tell_melove.

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The end is Always near.

Jul. 11th, 2010 | 12:04 pm
music: 30 seconds to mars


If there is any possible consolation in the tragedy
of losing someone we love very much, it’s the
necessary hope that perhaps it was for the best.


What is a teacher? I’ll tell you: it isn’t someone who teaches
something, but someone who inspires the student to give
of her best in order to discover what she already knows.



Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.



"The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are.
You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act.
You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.
There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution,
on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first."
-Jim Morrison



"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has
no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes.
You are free."
-Jim Morrison


I don't think I've changed.
I think i just let out the inner me




Note: Sorry it's such a short entry, but hey at least im back in the game! :)

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It is Written

Jul. 2nd, 2010 | 11:16 pm
mood: Inspired
music: Dawes


The path we walk is intrusted
within non other than ourselves.


So i dont have quite the imagination
that i used to, and times fallen out
of my hands faster than i can catch it.
Everything seems to throw distances at me, so
how do i slow it down, how do i stop it?





Peace comes from withen.
Do not seek it without.


"There is only one thing that makes a
dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure."





"When someone sees the same people every day,
they wind up becoming part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry. Everyone seems to
have a clear idea of how other people should
lead their lives, but none about his or her own."



The world is such a complex blessing.
Only the simple can truley admire it.


 

Each person is an entire
world unto themselves.


"When each day is the same as the next,
it's because people fail to recognize the
good things that happen in their lives
every day that the sun rises."



"The secret is here in the present.
If you pay attention to the present,
you can improve upon it. And, if you
improve on the present, what comes
later will also be better. Forget about
the future, and live each day according
to the teachings, confident that God
loves his children. Each day, in itself,
brings with it an eternity."



"Maktub" : It is Written.


"It's not what enters men's mouths that's evil.
It's what comes out of their mouths that is."

"Everything has been written by the same hand."



Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become your character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.


“It’s the possibility of having a dream
come true that makes life interesting.”

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Skeptical sympathies

Jun. 2nd, 2010 | 11:03 am
mood: contentcontent
music: Snow Patrol


there are so many people in the world
that are going to tell you "you can't"
And that's when you turn around and say "watch me"



we are powerful, because we survived.

the greatest revenge, is to accomplish
what others said you could not do.



We do not grow absolutely, chronologically.
We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another;
unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature
in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future
mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present.
We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.


The world is a great mirror. It reflects back to you what you are.
If you are loving, if you are friendly, if you are helpful, the world
will prove loving and friendly and helpful to you. The world is what you are.


"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard.
 Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride even though the rest of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place."


More later.. Gotta go to school

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